
It is funny how you end up learning stuff about life when you aren’t even looking for it. It is funnier when you learn it from the strangest of places – like I learnt about love from a film about a genius and his friends. You what is even funnier? That I never even realized it. And you know what is so strange about it? That it was a little moment with a little line of dialog.
Back when I saw Good Will Hunting, a good decade or so ago, I was nothing but a mere teenager. And a pretentious schmuck. There was this girl in my school, and this was around my tenth grade, who was real pretty, and I and she would get along very well. We changed schools, but evenings would be where we would lean on her little wooden-gate – I outside and she inside – and talk for hours. I don’t think we ever admitted it, but we both would wait for 1900 to tick and me to stroll upto her house and call out her name. And she would come out in her little maxi. And that is all to our little whatever, and I never realized it was special.
Sitting on a bench, near to a little lake, Robin Williams shares a real special memory with Matt Damon. A memory about his dead wife, and he says - My wife used to fart when she was nervous. She had all sorts of wonderful idiosyncrasies. You know, she used to fart in her sleep. Sorry I shared that with you. And one night it was so loud, it woke the dog up. She woke up and gone like, "Was that you?" I said, "Yeah." I didn't have the heart to tell her. Oh, God. Oh, Christ. Ah, but, Will, she's been dead two years and that's the shit I remember. It's wonderful stuff, you know? Little things like that. Yeah, but those are the things I miss the most. The little idiosyncrasies that only I knew about. That's what made her my wife.
Look, it is not a great moment of filmmaking, but it is one of those good moments that the movies so often supply and that kinda stay with you. Somewhere out there, and it is only years later you realize the truth of it. Maybe they stay with you because they have a certain truth to them. We do have our own versions of our ideal match, from the smoking-hot stunner to the intellectual argument-provider. But that would be our desire. What we relish at the end is to discover that little girl behind that stunner, or the brat behind those glasses. We want to discover it for ourselves, for reader I believe, there is no greater satisfaction, of desires or of emotions, in knowing the truest self of a person. And I guess that self concealed somewhere inside is always a little kid. And when you know that kid, you earn love. I don’t know, but you see, if it was good enough for Hannibal Lecter, it is good enough for me. Most of you probably didn’t realize this, but Lecter did have intercourse with Clarice, right there, in front of your very eyes, from across the prison bars. Quid pro quo, you see. Ever wonder why the psychopath became a psychiatrist in the first place?
Such thoughts cross my mind as I drive back from a second viewing of Imtiaz Ali’s Love Aaj Kal, a film which I believe I might have grossly underestimated. In many ways, I might not even have comprehended the sheer brilliance of it. I know, I suck. I stink, I bloody stink. Yet I gain a shred of comfort from my reading of Meera’s character, so insightfully etched by Imtiaz Ali and so precisely played by Deepika Padukone. I know, I almost want to defend her. But then, how else could I react.
It is fascinating how carefully Ali conveys Meera to us. I observed in my review - And then he sets out to explore, and dig deep, and dig deeper, so as to reveal that confused little girl from within. I believe I was mistaken, and was stupid enough not to even pay attention to the glaring contradiction. I use “explore” and “reveal” in the same sentence while trying to understand a filmmaker’s intentions. Ali is not exploring, not discovering. He is not the objective narrator here, but a craftsman trying to arrange the facts so as to make an argument. And make no mistake, Ali manipulates every single image, manipulates the order in which they are supplied, and more importantly he supplies only those which corroborate his point. That is the nature of his script, and the nature of his film. Everything is preordained, and he probably realizes this, and in a cheeky touch, he invokes fate and God. If you haven’t already started liking him, you better should.
Now, consider how he supplies the moments concerning Meera. Pay attention to her overall demeanor when in a room full of people. Laid-back, always. Behind a façade I believe. She speaks calmly. Yet consider those when he finds her alone, sharing the space around her with Jai. We see that little girl inside of her. When she speaks to him on the phone. When she runs over to him outside the airport. When she celebrates that fantastically joyful song in and around Delhi. These blissful little moments which exist only between her and Jai. Yet look at her acquire the façade in the more serious of times. She stands back, and maybe even recedes behind that shell of hers. We all do, all the time. It is an involuntary defense mechanism. And I would want to stress upon involuntary, for this kind of façade isn’t really the real you. You might want to walk into an undesirable situation because the defense mechanism suggests it you as the safer option, but then you’re only betraying yourself.
Ali and Padukone serve two little but supremely effective scenes – one a clue, and one the revelation. Early in the film, Meera’s mother suggests to her that nobody understands what she does. Fresco is what she does. Consider reader, for a moment, the kind of person who would want to pursue such a dream. Of trying to renovate heritage monuments. The person got to be a romantic at heart, for this is a dream not borne out of what is perceived to be the practicalities of life, but is stuff we dream of as we grow. Meera is not a strong-headed career-oriented woman; she is merely pursuing her dreams. Late in the film, in what is a superbly crafted sequence, Meera is found sitting on her bed in a state of disbelief. It is the next morning after her wedding, or maybe a couple of days after (the practicalities and effects of time really doesn’t matter in this film and are given to convenience, as in many romantic films) and she is a picture of utter chaos. It is a cunningly captured (and maybe even manipulated) scene of the aftermath of self-betrayal.
This leads me to wonder if Love Aaj Kal is the most ambitious blockbuster Hindi cinema has witnessed since Rang De Basanti, for it undertakes to comment upon an entire generation (In comparison Dev-D is an idiot’s argument, maybe even worse). Love is but a mere facet through which Love Aaj Kal intends to highlight a lot more. Some of it might be rather simplistic, but I find a lot of it some kind of sharp observation. I suspect Ali is a critic of our generation’s love for everything that is west. From movies, to books, to music. That he uses a girl to comment upon the larger picture (the song Twist has options from every which culture trying to compete with a section that is Punjabi, who are representing Indians) is fascinating. You see, what is this façade we are talking off, and what is the nature of its existence? Is it because of 91 and globalization? Were times before simpler, more truthful, and more romantic? That might be one way of perceiving the structure of the film. Is our generation pretentious and cynical?
There might even be a slight patriotic touch to it all too. The grass is always greener on the other side, and maybe Ali is trying to criticize the empty dreams we harbor. It is fascinating how he doesn’t preach, or explicitly preach through the rather unimaginative way of dialogs (many filmmakers, even the reputed ones are guilty of it), but instead speaks the cinematic language. He creates a story weaved out of definitions, lends them attributes of an example, and argues his point. I think what he argues is true. Jai dreams of working at the Golden Gate, and Ali introduces his dream with an enthusiastic zoom in onto the bridge. But when his dreams do shatter, and the emptiness of them is revealed, he uses the same frame of the bridge and zooms out, and cuts to Howrah Bridge. It is a beautiful framing of symbolic imagery (Golden Gate stands for his career and Howrah Bridge stands for his love, the one that was inspired by the romantic story from Calcutta), and a fine example of cinematic poetry. Golden gate represents empty dreams. I keep saying empty because we seem to be unknowingly indulging in self betrayal. Over the years, movies have taught me that issues themselves rarely interest us; it is the human element of it that does. I think self-betrayal is a strikingly novel and intriguing emotion to go about it.
A good friend of mine asks me a wonderful question – At the end of the film, since long-distance relationship is off the table, where are Jai and Meera going to be? San Francisco or Delhi? Without missing a beat I reply – Delhi. And only later I realize the truth of my answer. Jai’s dream wasn’t ever true. Meera’s was. She could lose herself in those monuments and discover a part of herself, but Jai could never discover anything in those bridges. So he has come here for good, and Delhi is where the romance would bloom.
Which brings me back, and to that all I can say in defense is – Deepika Padukone nails it. Maybe nails is a wrong word. Maybe she discovers something true, for I’m not sure I could sense any craft to her performance. And God do I hate craft sticking its ugly head out. Ali understands the characters, and he captures only those moments he intends to convey, as any good filmmaker would. And this guy is good, real good. I mean, any filmmaker who can summon the audacity of completely reversing the tone of a film from sad (Meera being wedded and Jai going to San Francisco) to one of unabashed enthusiasm (the opening moments of the song Main Kya Hoon) and can come back to sad (the latter half of the song), all within the span of a few minutes has got to be brilliant. And he seems to be a master at extracting these rich performances. He gives them superb dialogs to work with, dialogs that ring true not just to the character, but to the actor too. And he goes one step further – he lets them improvise. Saif Ali Khan has always been the talker in the pack – from Mein Khiladi Tu Anari to Kachche Dhaage to Dil Chahta Hai – and Ali asks his character to talk his way out of a situation. Talk, as in chatter. And the extended monologue of the sinking realization is a brilliant moment of improvisation. Ali’s film is an assured piece, and every scene has that stamp of assurance.
I would want to drop a little question of mine, so that you could ponder over it, and maybe supply me your opinion. I haven’t seen Jab We Met, but I hear a lot about being smitten by Kareena Kapoor’s performance. And here, audiences seem to have genuinely fallen for Harleen Kaur. Is it a case, dear reader, the purity of little girls is a more accessible device at the hands of filmmakers to win over the audiences? I don’t know, but apparently Meera seems to be the more difficult proposition.
And while I am at it, you know posing questions and stuff, I would want to indulge you in another. My review finds me wondering over it too. You see, as a discerning audience, do you really buy Veer Singh’s fairy-tale romance? I mean, does the film ask us to. That Jai has bought it is enough, but what do we make of it. You would want me to prove my claim, besides the very subjective argument of the final moment between an older Harleen and the older Veer feeling kinda surreal.
And your honor, I ask you to remember the picture Veer pulls out of his wallet when he shows the photograph to Jai. It is that of a young Harleen, captured in that very sepia, a throwback to the sweeter simpler and more romantic times. I find it strange a man would keep a picture of his wife’s younger self, until and unless he is really weird.
That makes me going. Does the stuff Veer weave a figment of his romantic fantasies, that could assuage and probably guide young Jai? You should see how they crop up, and they seem to always mirror Jai’s predicament. Ali goes so far that he even breaks a moment (the first conversation between Harleen and Veer where she reveals her engagement), so as to service Jai at two different moments. It is interesting that the same moment has two different tones to it. Is Veer conjuring up stuff just as Roy pulled it out for the little girl in Tarsem’s The Fall? Maybe Veer never had a happy ending. Maybe he didn’t even follow her to Calcutta, and maybe it is just his romantic fantasy. Maybe he could have, maybe he had a choice between coming to London and following her, and he followed money. Maybe he is a sad old man. Maybe there is nothing like sweet olden times. Maybe every generation is cynical and misguided, always will be, chasing pipe dreams and committing self betrayal. Maybe we always have to overcome ourselves. Maybe true love is when we overcome ourselves.
And maybe, just maybe, when Jai narrates his tale to his next generation, he would make even the sadder and stupider parts feel romantic. I don’t know, but every generations boasts about itself. The romance only it could muster. The films only it could make. Come to think of it, we can boast a little on Love Aaj Kal, and we claim with certain pride that such a film got made when we were the movie-going audience. I watch it a second time, and somewhere in between, tears of joy well up inside of me. The little Dutch angles with which he plays around in Lal Kila. Recognizing a beautiful piece of filmmaking can often do that you. I might not have realized how dearly I loved the film, and as I sit here and turn it in my head, I see how much it has grown upon me. And yes, to me the reactions to the film are baffling. I don’t know, but I think Love Aaj Kal is a cause for celebration. There’s a genuine child-like joy to it that one comes across only rarely. I sit and run, and re-run, and re-run in my head Harleen walking past the street to bring him a cup of tea, only rarely locking eyes with Veer. And I sit up and applaud. It is pure cinema. A triumph for filmmaking. If Veer’s story would have been a black and white silent short, that exhilarating moment across the street would have been one of the greatest endings of all time. I’m reminded of the great final scene from Chaplin’s City Lights. This one is one such moment, which reader, and mark my word here, can never grow old.
Ah, I forgot. Love Aaj Kal is that rare romantic movie that is, well, romantic. A film with two of its women, who hate black coffee, yet for some goddamn reason gulp it down just so to remember their men is sure as hell romantic.
Note: I have been asked by a number of people on why I rate the film so generously. It isn’t worth four and a one-half star-rating, and I’m baffled. I really am. I could never understand how we could be so precise in quantifying a film. I understand reader that the film is not perfect. And let me provide another bit of suggestion – no film is. So does it really matter if it is a 4-star or a 5-star. Can we really pack all the wonderful acting and those joyous moments and what not into a star-rating and supply it? If you could, by God I envy you. I cannot. I often cannot even decode my own goddamn rating. And I’m a generous man. And I know my stars don’t mean a thing. So let me try and rate it again. Rating: *****. And with a little tag – A beautiful film. I shall learn in a few years if it is a great film and I hope it ends up as one.








































